Describe the moment when you received your money. How did you feel?
I was hopelessly walking from the farm when I saw a notification on my mobile phone. I even decided to ignore it since I had a lot running through my mind. However, I heard one of my neighbors celebrating and ululating while mentioning GiveDirectly. I became curious, and upon reading what I had on my phone, I couldn't believe what I saw. It was an Mpesa message notifying me that I had received my transfer. I couldn't wait to reach home so that I could share the good news with my family. Also on that particular day, I had to buy food for my children, who had been lacking food for the last day.
Describe the biggest difference in your daily life since you started receiving payments from GiveDirectly.
For now, I rely on casual jobs for survival, such as making charcoal and sometimes working on people's farms. Being the third wife has also been a challenge for me considering that my spouse is extremely old and ailing. Therefore, I have been picking up the slack to make sure that ends meet and at least bring bread to the table. However, this was sometimes unachievable. In a day, I earn roughly $1. Therefore, paying the fees for my children has never been easy at all. My children have therefore been on and off, which used to be a trend, and this has equally affected them both psychologically and academically. Therefore, the fact that I have been able to send them to school has made me strong enough to continue working hard for them.
What did you spend your most recent transfer(s) on?
For the last two weeks, my four children, who are in grades six, five, four, and three, have been staying at home due to the accumulated arrears. As a mother, it pained me the most, and I had vowed to do any job that came my way to raise the cash needed. Therefore, after receiving it, I had to pay the whole amount to avoid distractions. They are now happy and ambitious to be in school with the rest. On top of that, I settled a loan of $80 to a microfinance group. I now feel content as well as thankful that I have peace of mind. Also, I am positive that I can be granted another loan if the need arises. Additionally, I bought a few building materials, which I will use to build a new house considering that the current one is very small. Furthermore, it was serving as a kitchen, so you can imagine the smoke. This has been affecting my children, and they used to cough terribly. Also, there was no privacy at all since the house could not accommodate the nine children. In the next month, I will feel relieved once my house is completed. Finally, due to the prolonged drought that we used to experience, I decided to buy plenty of food, which sustained us for almost three weeks.